Day 12

Baby still grumpy but God i making changes I and see them...

Day 11...

Today is not going well so far, late night grumpy baby, missed church...but I am not going to let that get me down because the Lord is always in my heart!

Day 10...

 It wasn't bad because I don't remember it...

Day 9...Pretty ok...

I had a pretty ok day yesterday (this is written the day after man I need to do better). I actually spend some time with my hubby and didn't want him to get the heck away. It felt good. Well I will continue to pray over family, myself and my marriage.

Day 8...

Ugh is all I have to say!

Day 7...

Wow it has already been a week and I am pretty proud of myself. I have made some major changes and I think they were for the best. I am feeling pretty good today. Thank you Lord!

Day 6....I seem to always be a day behind.

Yesterday was met with mixed emotions, my hubby gave me a compliment, something I haven't heard come out of his mouth in a very long time. I don't know how to feel about that. I know I am continuing to pray that the Lord give me Peace but this patience thing is hard to ask for. When I tend to ask for it crazy stuff tends to happen to me. I am beginning to have an inner peace that I am not easily bothered by things. Its crazy because with some of the things that I have been through I shouldn't be peaceful at all. I am so glad that I am feeling some kind of Hope because I didn't even have that 5 days ago.